Sunday, January 25, 2009
My place in this world
So here I am and really not sure where to do. I was once told that there is beauty in being lost. That's how i feel at this moment in time. I have not clue what the future is going to hold for me in this life. I do not know where I'm going to be serving and my plans after are as unknown as love in my life, but the feeling is refreshing. It like I'm in a dark room with a little light in the corner all i know is that I'm to head to that light. Wow I do not have the answers and for once in my life I'm OK with that. Though change in the past has been one of my greatest fear.... I no longer fear that feeling. I only fear myself and how deep down I am truly my worst enemy, yet at the same time i walk with faith. In a dark room i find comfort... there is beauty in being lost and I am lost. -d
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You write so beautifully buddy. I understand your feelings. When I thought about a mission I felt like I'd miss sooo much! I know a lot of missionaries come back and it seems like time flies! When you really think about it, 2 years is nothing. When you get back -- that is when your life REALLY begins (for most male missionaries that is very true because the girls dont want to date them until they are return missionaries)!
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