Looking for the good times.

I wish that i could say that everything is amazing...but this week- work has been really hard. I loath MY JOB>>>> and wish that i could find a new but i know that i can't. I wish that i could leave for my mission to day but i know that everything is in the Lords time and that has been hard for me. Apart of me thinks I'm going crazy and the other part knows I am. BUT THINKS WILL WORK OUT. I had a talk with one of my roommates today and we were talking about having faith in the hard time. I realized that I am always questioning my testimony and in some ways it makes me feel like my Faith is not that strong. I know that it is the Adversary and i know that he is trying to pull me down. But I'm not sure if he understands that every time he makes me question my faith i know that my testimony is growing stronger.

Its true that work really sucks and i know that the adversary is going to play strongly in my life because i have chosen to serve the Lord. I'm not sure what tomorrow will bring but i know that i have friends and family that is praying for me and i know that Heavenly Father is on my side. "He never said it would be easy, just worth it" I'm so grateful that have a Heavenly Father- d

P.S. I still have not heard from President Sego to have my interview. Suck!