Friday, January 23, 2009

I'm a writer at heart...

So.... i know that i have not written in forever and now i have written twice in one week.... I promise that I'm going to get better at this. SO this week has been really crazy but i know that everything has happened for a reason and i'm going to hold one to that. When i Talked with President Crandall I told him that I had been having a hard time and he told me that i need to hold on to that feel of knowing that I am to serve. So hold on tight its going to be a ride. but i have always loved a good adventure.
Its crazy but soon i will be out in the field... it is also a scary thought too. I know that everything will workout and i also know that those that read my blog here me say that a lot. It's not for you but for me. I guess i just feel that I have to keep saying it "everything will work out". I know that it will but my natural self says "nope you can't" I'm so very grateful for all of you that support me I know that this last year has been so very hard on me and there is a lot that keeps running in my mind. I was talking to a friend not to long ago and she said that she will most likely have another child by the time I get home. thats what scares me the most. I know that things will change but its hard to understand that the life back here in New Mexico will still go on... even though I'm gone. so as a favor to me .... every please don't change to much.... -d

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