I went to talk with my branch president on sunday. I wasn't sure why i felt that i need to talk to him. I knew that i would be putting my papers in soon but i did not think that i would be putting them in now. When i went to talk with him the first words out of my mouth was "I'm so done and i want to put my papers in". I'm not going to lie i could not believe that I said it but I did. After that i felt that this was so right. I know that i need to put my papers in now.
Even though i am very scared i know that my Father in Heaven can open any doors. A lot of people have asked me what was holding me back from putting in my papers... it was money. I had to pay off some bills and was prideful in trying to make sure that every thing would work out. There is a movie called Facing the Giants. One of my all time favorite movies. One part of the movie this man comes and prays for the students of the highschool and was talking to the Football coach about Faith. The man Says " There was two farms during a drought: one farmer prayed and the other farmer prayed but he also prepared his crops and planted seed... Which one had faith? I know that i will go when Heaven Father see fit. I have done all that i can and he will bless me.
Right now I won't lie i am very sacred about the future. I know that this is right and i can not believe that i will be talking with the stake president soon and then my papers will be in. Crazy but there is a joy in my heart that i can't explain. I have so much faith in Heavenly Father and i know that he knows how hard it has been to prepare. -d
* the photo of me was the one i added to my mission papers. I don't know if anyone would care but enjoy
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