What to write.

So there has been many times that i have come to my blog... yet i could not find the words that i wanted to say. So i write what is on my mind at this time.

I miss the mission so very much. Its funny but every one says that it gets better in time..i think that it is getting worse. I know that home is where i need to be at this time but my heart is still in Portland. "wrong or right the heart must go where it belongs." or so i have thought.

So what is next in my life.. that is a good question. I have no clue, but the sun still shines. I had a interview this past week for a job with the school that i worked at before the mission. I am not sure how i feel about it. but its a good job and i know that i will be blessed if the job is offered to me.

I just want every one to know that my mission has meant everything to me. I am a total different person and i know that the rest of my life.. and en-fact all eternity will be changed. The gospel is true, the book of mormon is blue, and moroni is on the ball.
love -d