Lets go over this one more time.

So last night i was thinking about a lot of junk. I wish that i knew what i was to do at this time in my life. I feel depressed about being home. There is nothing and no reason why i should feel this way but i have not lost hope.

I want to become the person that the Lord wants me to be. I want to wax' strong in the gospel. From my mission i have learned so very many things. I do not want to lose them now that i am home. Today is a new day, a day where all the past is gone and i start fresh and am able to sing my son of glory one more time. Yet i will not my self or anyone for that fact slow or stop me. -d.