THIS IS MY LIFE...SO FAR

OK....SO LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD... I HAVE BEEN TRYING REALLY HARD TO READ MY SCRIPTURES AND REALLY PUTTING MY FAITH IN THE LORD. ITS CRAZY BUT I FEEL LIKE A WHOLE NEW PERSON.... AND THE MORE I READ, THE MORE I GET OUT OF IT. OTHER THEN THAT LIFE HAS BEEN OVER ALL PLEASING. BUT I AM FEELING THE SINGLE FRIEND SYNDROME. ITS LIKE EVERY ONE AROUND ME IS GETTING MARRIED, OR MARRIED AND HAVING A BABY.... AND THEN ON TOP OF THAT THERE ALL ..... IT WILL BE YOUR TURN SOON OR IT WILL HAPPEN WHEN IT HAPPENS...... BUT MY FAVORITE IS I KNOW A GUY WHO YOU WILL BE PERFECT FOR.... YES I WANT TO GET MARRIED... I THINK THAT MARRIAGE WILLL BE A GREAT THING, BUT ITS NOT IN THE CARD FOR ME RIGHT NOW... AND I'M OK WITH THAT. I AM LEARNING SO MUCH ABOUT WHO I AM AND THE PERSON THAT I AM GROWING UP TO BE.... I AM SETTING GOALS AND PLAN ON ATTENDING GRAD SCHOOL STARTING THIS FALL. YEAH I DO NOT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL BUT I'M NOT WILLING TO GIVE UP THE THINGS I WANT THE MOST FOR THE THINGS I WANT TO DAY. THERE IS A SONG FROM THE MUSICAL WICKED "I'M DEFYING GRAVITY" I'VE MADE THE JUMP INTO THIS CRAZY LIFE AND IT FEELS GOOD. THE LORD HAS BEEN GOOD TO ME AND IF HE NEVER BLESSED ME AGIAN IN MY LIFE THAT WOULD BE OK BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I AM BLESSED BEOND MEASURE. -D