i surprised myself

Ok. this weekend was great! i had a four (yes, four) day weekend and i loved everything about it. I went back to work to day and it was nice. summer classes are so relaxed and its going to be a nice change. I have been scrapbooking like a mad women but it has been fun. its nice to think of all the good time and laugh about old memories. (i sound like i'm eighty years old) anyways it has bee fun. i have been thinking a lot and kind of have a plan for this crazy thing i call my life. living on my own has been really good for me and i know that i am growing because of it. Last year at this time i had known this guy and i thought that he was a really nice guy. some one that i wanted to get to know better.... wrong, i had another friend (mutual friend of this guy and me) that stuck their nose where it did not belong and i was the one that got hurt over it..... i guess this guy really was not worth a breath of air... anyways i really got hurt but looking back on it I am happy that it took place because i had a chance to show my true character. some time i even surprise myself.... but i feel good about where i've been. there is this saying "scars remind us that the past was real". how true is that. I am grateful for my scars. -d